This blog is actually a place I want to dump my thoughts that are close to my heart.
Like a paper boat floating in a stream, I feel like every post I'll create in this blog will flow in the virtual world. Knowing that someday it's going to sink in the amount of information flowing nowadays, it's going to be buried somewhere. Whether it's going to be helpful or not, I don't know. I already have my personal journal with me where I dump everything, but the thought of leaving a paper boat trail in the stream of information, I find it also relieving. You can say it's like the message in the bottle you throw in the ocean. You're not sure if someone will read it or it's going to be destroyed by storm / calamities and message is forever lost. You can say every post is meant to sink eventually. I just need to get it out. And the thought that it's floating as one of the stream of data is mentally relieving.
I wish I can do this in the real world. I wish I I can go to a river or ocean where I can make an actual paper boat and cast the thing in the ocean or river. Since it's paper, it's going to disintegrate so that's not going to be a problem. But I do wish I can still drive like I used to and head to a place surrounded by nature and write my heart out in that place. I'll probably take lots and lots of photos too! I wish I can do that solo, strong independent woman travel again. But, with my current condition, I know it's not something I should do even though I could if I'll force myself.
I hope that this will kick off this blog. I hope this blog will be as effective as I'm hoping it will be. I hope this is not my last post 😅.
Toodles!
